I dont know what has gotten into me recently. I'm pretty emotional these days and it just seems so hard to control it. I hate it, I wish it will go away some day. It is just not nice to know that I'm feeling down most of the time and sometimes its getting a bit out of hand.
Anyway, results are out. I gotta retake a couple of papers. One more paper next wed and I hope I would able to clear everything this term or else i think i wont be able to graduate within 3 years. Haha. Its not really a joke la. Seeing your friends leaving and you're still there is pretty depressing actually. I will work hard next term!!!! =)
Sweetheart got quite alot of job offers recently, although he on one right now, but offers keep flowing in. I realise that sometimes hard work did pay off in some ways. Though, i know working in this line will be hard and demanding sometimes, getting only a few hours of sleep each day, feeling stressed all the time, and having to put up with people. As much as i dont like to see him in such a state, but i know he enjoy it, and so i will be behind him all the way. Thinking on the bright side, i still get to tag along when he's shopping for props! Its not too bad after all. Having a boyfriend 6 years older than me, makes me think about stuffs that people my age will not even think about. I have understand alot of things and learn alot from him. Sometimes, he will knock sense into me, waking me up from fantasy and dreams. Its always nice to know that someone will be there to guide you all the way.
Let nature take its course. What is yours will be yours eventually. Why dont just let it surprise you??? ^_^
